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| no! i won't support them by going premium! premium is the devil's playground. lol~i can't wait to go home tho - seriously, it's boring over here. just wanna pop in lori's QEFTSG tape and watch it with her. whenever i'm feeling a little down, i kno gay guys can make me feel better. *weak smile*
*hugs aaron till he tells me he loves me* | | |
| i feel like i'm "drifting away" (every time i lose my self control, i something something something). i haven't talked to lori for well over a week and i haven't gotten my aaron fix for well over a week as well. i feel like nobody even knew i was gone - kinda depressing. and it's sorta sad, because the people that you count on the most, aren't even there for you. yup. oh well, people are prolly gonna tell me that i was stupid for writing this entry, but it's just how i feel. have a great x-mas and a happy new year. seems like SOME of you aren't even that excited to be spending it with me. the bad thoughts are creeping in....like i said, i need reasurrance every time i get sad - and i kno u said not to be that way, but i can't help it - but it's something that u'll just need to accept for now. i have lots of problems - i dun really wanna type them out here for the whole world wide web to see when i just want it for u to understand, so ya. love U~ | | |
| COURTNEY - hey there. ya u should feel sorry for saying those things. and i didn't let my friends get involved by letting them say anything becuz i think it's pretty immature and childish. you have to fight your own battles. so why doesn't jeff? why does he have to have you/let you say those things? why doesn't he just do it himself? if he doesn't care, then he should stop you. but ya - no harm done, it's not if you really matter THAT much to me. at this point in time, the only thing that matters to me is the oppinions of those who matter most. but ya, apology accepted.
AARON: what time are you gonna pick me up on christmas? you spending so much time with shannon - me getting jealous :-/ things are going pretty good here in omak - not much to do, but it's really pretty outside - it's like a fantasy world. i wish you were here to share it with me - i kno we'd create a lot of new memories. i miss u lots...every day without you is like a desert without rain. (CoRnY) *hugs and kisses aaron* XOXOXOXOXO  | | |
| okay so i was gonna change my xanga layout but eh...too tired and impatient.
watching the style court with lori and steven. ^^;; kinda funny - but noooooo...gonna do spice eye for straight guy with lori for her underground. ^^ ish gonna be gooood!!! we're gonan use joey's spice doll barbies tho ^^ hehehehehrehehewhrehjpnjteajmntekl *CRAZY* remember lori? "would u still love johnny depp if he was covered in nipples? ooooh~~~! *pops*" lmao
aaron, would u still love me if a had no legs or arms? lol~steven smells like oats and peanuts and he was pokin lori not too long ago. yes. uh huh. wooooooooooooo...i miss hanging out with jeanette and aaron (more often).
aaron is seriously the man i want to marry. i dunno - like before i had my flirtatious ways and i was pretty much a social whore - but now i'm devoted to him... *hugs and kisses aaron 5i90682968542685420695486540968540968542609854326054298654209686095428654968549685496054869540685409685409658269546548609546895268540968546095486095865206856098540968540968506856052 times* | | |
| new bands i like! (and that you should check out or d/l)
*cursive - fuckin good music
*mest - eh, it grew on me :D
BUT H.I.M IS STILL MY FAVORITE!
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